I am what I am

Ever heard the saying "Fear of god is the beginning of wisdom".. I believe otherwise.
Real wisdom begins only from the time we start realizing ourselves.
Realizing ourselves?
Yes.. We judge everyone around us, right?
Why shouldn't we start judging ourselves..?
I have been doing it for quite sometime.
How would i score myself? Probably 3 to 4 on a scale of 0 to 10 with 10 being the best..
I think i had been partial in giving myself a very high score.. :)
But why should we judge ourselves.. Judging is not only giving a score..
I also mean realizing how we react to circumstances and giving ourselves a mock situation (which could be very much real in near future).
Many times i feel bad about the way i handled a particular situation.. these most often turn out to be day to day situation which often test your character..
But a variety of factor avoids me from handling things the way i would want to handle provided, i had a clear frame of mind..
Well, we are what we are.. atleast I am what I an..
If people want to have the best of me, they should be ready to tolerate the worst of me..
I will try not the be at my worst, most of the time.. :)